Do you peeps ever get βmakers guiltβ Heyo! So Iβve been crocheting consistently for about three years now. Lemme just come out the gate with the base drop. I have only made my self one thing. The stuff I βkeepβ is stuff I messed up on and am not proud of. But two years ago I made myself a spider for my birthday. Thatβs it. I finally saved up enough and had some support from my mother to get myself a pattern and yarn for a character Iβve been wanting to make. Merengue from animal crossing. Now I did have a mental breakdown yesterday because I thought I would be able to. But now I feel really rude for not making my family and partner something. My mother who lives in Chicago loves jigglypuff, and I started on it. But I donβt have the felt and I feel guilty I spent my money on me instead of her jigglypuff felt for her eyes. My grandmother whom I live with just got a chubby dragon so what next will she order right? I feel guilty because I always make them stuff, so when I donβt crochet for a few days or now that Iβm making myself something. I feel like I ruined the fun for them. Let me say they love and support me, and my partner has a bunch of plushies that he loves and never asks for more unless I offer when he gets me something. Which is a guilt in and of itself. Let me know if thatβs normal or not! Thanks!
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